I don’t wanna stay in the Bay for only one week ugh
it’s not enough
there is so much to see 

but then again I’m so afraid the tour will happen too soon 

and my friend keeps saying she won’t have enough money and that she won’t be able to stay more than 7 days

and all these people who have already seen AI a million times are getting all the good tickets for the week we’ll be there

and the airbnb guy won’t let us book the apt this early

and the flight prices are going up

and I need a camera

and the fact that so many people are going there to do the same fucking thing is making the whole idea of it less special idk why maybe i’m fucking insane and paranoid with a special snowflake syndrome but it’s my first trip abroad and it’s basically the trip of my DREAMS and it’s losing all the magic because of all the bullshit I’m having to deal with
and I won’t even have a job for a while oh MY GOD 

god I’m already so stressed out over this trip I wanna CLAW MY EYES OUT